Break.

A common misconception of becoming a believe in Christ is that life automatically gets easier, since the Lord's on your side. It's actually the exact opposite. When you're a believer of Christ, that puts you on the "devil's hit list" in a way. When you were living with out the Lord, you're not a threat to Satan, but when you're a believer, the devil's going to continually try to break you down. He knows what exact buttons to push, know what pushes you to the edge. And I'm not exactly sure on why I'm writing on this, not like anyone reads it lol, maybe it's because I've been feeling attacked by the devil lately, but we need to remind ourselves that the Lord is in complete control.

And one of the things that I've been asking the Lord to do, in my quiet times, is for the Him to break me. Break my worries. Break my fears. Break my insecurities. Break my stress. Break my burdens. Break my doubt. BREAK ME. Just break me to pieces, so all I can do is to follow Him. And not to worry about things that will discourage me from growing in my relationship with Him. And to change my heart. So that I can look at these current situations that I'm being faced with, and have not have worldly wisdom, but Godly wisdom. Not to dwell on the past. Not to dwell on the present. Not to dwell on the future. But dwell on the God wants me to learn in this current situation. And as of right now, I'm not to that point, and still struggle with certain things. But the Lord's not going to not answer those "prayer request." But he will in his time. I hate it, but it's one those things He can do... Because I mean he is the creator of the universe. He can do things his way lol.

The End.